Alright day one of my blog. Whew. Well today was pretty uneventful, worked three horses and took the dogs to the dog park, that's it!

Today's MFP log:

















Which broken down is basically my horse riding cals plus a 30 minute walk cals (I was conservative today with my estimates so probably burned off a little more then what I put in) nothing to eat until 6 pm, at 6 pm approx 80 grams of plain chicken breast, washed down with a Powerade Zero (best invention on the planet) then my usual portion of Healtheries air popped potato bites roast chicken flavour (second best invention on the planet) exactly 23 of them.

I did later around 9 pm have a handful of baking choc chips (my fat ass saw them in the back of the cupboard and couldn't resist) after I had already screenshotted, which adds around 80 cals. Feeling pretty shitty about that to be honest but trying not to think about it.

All in all satisfied with today though could have been better, obviously.

My watch broke today which is driving me crazy. I am crazy anal about time, I like to be on time and hate being late, and I also kind of schedule times for everything in my life. Like I will have a time scheduled for when I do little things around the house, what time I wake up, leave, come home, etc it all has to be planned and it really stresses me out when things don't go quite to my time plans, so having my watch broken is REALLY upsetting. Hoping to get it fixed tomorrow but for now just obsessively checking my phone time *sigh*.

Bad mood for no real reason today (well, okay so the watch was probably part of it, plus I forked out basically all my money on feed and agistment today) and felt really impatient and snappy. What else is new! Going to try and chill out tomorrow and be a bit happier.

I've decided on some of my posts I am going to post some pictures and discuss anything that comes to mind about them, kind fo like therapy I guess it just makes me feel better. Anyway, going to start today with a real idol of mine, Alexandra "Sasha" Markina - a Russian model who is the absolute epitome of perfection (to me anyway). I would give absolutely anything in the world to look even half as good as this amazing human being. She is my biggest thinspo ever.

Ugh there are so many pictures I could post of her that are just PERF, but I will try to pick my favourites.

Okay this set first because firstly, THIGH GAP. Helllooooo amazing thigh gap. If my legs were ever to even get close to that I would die happy. Both pics to me just really scream at me for the the thigh gap, I also love the very thin upper arms in the first one and the way they concave in before the elbow. Second one I know she is standing at a funny angle but I still love the little rib bone that pokes out here, and of course her hip bones. Sasha has amazing hip bones (and cheek bones!!) I love the bikini too, but let's be honest who really is looking at the bikini in these pics!?

Now this was the first pic I ever saw of Sasha, it is a still from a video made by a photographer and it was love at first sight. LOVE this dress on her, it completely suits her shape. Also of course, hip bones, and her beautiful thin thighs. Pretty much perfection!

These two I both picked for her shoulders and collar bones - just gorgeous. Also those hip bones again in pic one, and that thigh gap in pic two. LOVE.



Okay well that's it for today, THINK THIN X
Disclaimer: Please note I am in no way 'Proana' nor do I encourage or endorse EDs in any way. I am simply here to express myself and to find a way of coping with my own issues, not to encourage anyone else to do that same.